i meant to add the following entries on the dates i post:
12/ 5/ 2004
I am soooo Friggen pissed at my dad right now! He hit me AGAIN!!!!!!! I'm so fed up! Dad said i "would get grounded and beaten if i don't get my homework done." I want to leave i REALLY REALLY do, but i have nowhere to go and they would eventually find me, tell me a few empty LIES and then beat me an entire lifetimes worth! GAHH!!! I HATE IT HERE!!
the only good news is that my brother came back (which is still pretty bad). However, I see him less than i used to and now i feel like i miss him even more than before sad cry crying
12/ ?/ 2004
Im feelin pretty good about myself right now! i just threw away my old "sculpting tool " (which is really the knife i used to use). it feels like ive gotten rid of some of the hate i used to feel for myself and yet somehow it feels like ive added more.
12/ ?/ 2004
Im super pissed at my dad! I had detention today and my dad had a stupid appointment today. he was supposed to pick me up afterwards but hes so friggen ignorant he probably forgot i was here and went to have a drink! now im outside, cold, numb, alone and its probably going to rain, and its already past FIVE!!
 blood_is_bliss · Tue Dec 21, 2004 @ 09:03pm · 0 Comments |
