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Chained to the floor,
Filled with misery and doubt.
I cannot help but scream,
I scream these tears out,
For they do not fall from my face.
A wall has shattered the existence,
Of crying.
This wall does not seem to like these water droplets,
I die for.
They are all calling to me,
Telling me to pick up the blade,
It is the only way to let out the tears.
To bleed them out.
Why must i not be able to let my own emotions out,
Do you control me now?
Even though you are sitting,
In the distance,
Do you enjoy watching me suffer.
Trying to struggle to cry these endless tears?
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All I can do is wish,
Wish for this life to end.
You have been killing me slowly,
And more painfully then any torture known to man kind.
You have killed me from the inside,
Now the cancer is spreading outward,
Eating away at my crumbling body.
Everyday I slowly decay,
More and more chunks fall from this broken person,
Do you even notice?
Do you even care?
I am disappearing,
And leaving to be buried,
Into the cold,
Hard,
Ground.
The ground that did nothing for me,
But kept me standing while you threw away my heart.
Crushed it to the ground and yet you had no sympathy in your eyes.
How can one person be so heartless?
Wait, arent I heartless?
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Staring at you,
You never look at me.
I thought you said I was cute,
Now do I make your eyes cringe,
At the thought of looking at me?
Are you afraid to look me in the eyes,
See the pain within,
Or afraid to look because you still love me?
There is no way that you love me,
You never said it to my face.
Why do you torture me?
With the every beat of my heart,
I feel so cold and alone.
I shiver at night,
While my heart slowly crawls from my body.
You are beckoning my dying heart,
Towards you and your demon.
What will you do with my heart?
And how many more have you devoured?
Do you enjoy this sick game?
A game of pain,
Torture,
And lying love to players.
When will you realize the pain you cause?
Pain is something you do not understand.
When will you stop this cruel and evil scheme?
A scheme you thought up, while alone with him.
How can you think such vicious thoughts?
Your brain withholds the perfect plan.
When will you love me?
A love that leads to my bitter end.
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Take me,
Take me slowly.
Death awaits me and I feel overjoyed.
Slowly I wish to die,
For I want to say goodbye.
I deserve this slow death,
It was nothing compared to life.
As I say goodbye,
I know I can stop ending my life.
I am the one who smokes the cigarette,
I am the one who swallows the pills,
I am the one who gets little sleep,
I am the one that cuts open her own skin.
I know you will miss me,
At the moment I dont care.
How much do I matter,
You wished me dead?
This feeling so overwhelming,
My tears start to fall.
Never again will I see you,
Because I know you will not fall.
My friends will visit me in heaven,
While you will not,
On earth will you stay,
Your corpse I hope will rot.
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