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12:15
So, I haven't actually updated this journal in forever and when I did the last entry was probably pretty stupid (questing or something). Lately I've been trying to keep one journal on tabulas.com, but I'm just to lazy to update it, so I might as well post here.

Yesterday I updated my journal layout. It looks a bit nicer with the green colour, then the pink. I like it, kind of spring like. mrgreen

Today is my sister's birthday. She's 15. Wow. Kind of amazing like. Anyways, it's a birthday so you know there's going to be trouble at the ateenangel household. Some of my parent's friends are coming over to fix some wiring or something. With my dad still in Iraq, repair's on our house have kind of been stalling. Of course, they had to come over on Odge's birthday, so there is problem number one. It's going to be really awkward and my sister is freaking out that we won't be able to take her to the mall (her birthday present). I offered to take her, but then the girl she was going with canceled. Apparently her rather shitty friend (bailing on somebody's birthday is shitty) stayed up till 2:30 in the morning and her parent's grounded her. stressed You'd think that somebody would have had the brains to not get grounded right before your best friend's birthday shopping spree. Hopefully Odge will be able to get somebody else to go with her.

On the plus side, there is cookie cake. xd

2:30
So, as predicted, today officially sucks. Dorthy and Alan left about ten minutes ago and the house is so much fun (heavy sarcasm). Odge is sulking and generally being a drain on humanity. I've offered to take her out somewhere or go see a movie, but she's intent on gloom. Nothing can make her day better and she'll kill anybody who tries. *sigh* I'm going to go see if I can cheer my mom up. She seems a bit down about Odge, too.

Also, I just finished watching Pan's Labyrinth. It was pretty good. I'll try and review it later. It was a bit tense to watch with Alan though. It's a kind of gothic movie and I had no way of knowing if it was going to be inappropriate or weird, so I frequently tried to find something to do, so I could get away. (I'm so not good with emotional like things.)

3:00
I am so unhappy. Odge is still being all wallowy, but we're still planning on eating at Texas Roadhouse later. (I'm not particularly fond of the place, but it's Odge's pick, so I'll live.) Of course, Odge won't give a definite time when we'll be leaving so I'm stuck not being able to do anything today and if we're not going to do anything as a family, I'd like to go see Pirates of the Carribean. Also, I'm starving. All I've had to eat all day was half a slice of cookie cake and mom won't let me make anything for lunch because she doesn't want left overs. I feel so awful, I feel like crying.

3:50
I am so emotionally drained. Odge is doing better thankfully. She seems to be up in spirits once again, so the day may be salvaged. Mom must have told her something worthwhile. We should be heading out to Texas Roadhouse soon. After that we'll hit Borders.

About twenty minutes ago I ate a little pizza. I'm feeling better, thanks to that. I should still be mad that mom wouldn't let me eat, but I'm so drained I just don't care anymore.

7:25
Okay, we're back. Texas Roadhouse was alright. I don't particularly like the food or the atmosphere there, but dinner was upbeat, which made it enjoyable. Border's was alright too. I'm still feeling drained, so I probably didn't enjoy it as much as I normally would have. Odge got like five books and her boyfriend came by (the bookstore) for around thirty minutes. He lives near by, so it wasn't a long drive or anything.

Uhgh. I nearly got Prom Dates from Hell and 21 Prom Dates, but I didn't. Lately I haven't wanted to spend any money. I'm not actually prom obsessed (since I'm homeschooled), but the books looked funny. If I ever do get them I'll have to type a couple excerts. I also thought about getting The 2,548 (or some other big number) Best Things Ever Said (or some similair title) and 501 Must See Movies, but they would have been impulsive buys, so I didn't grab them.

Dad might be on IM soon.

I won't go, but laying down does sound good right about now.

Uggh. I hate feeling all anxious in side. Ever time my mom brings up tomorrow I just get this pit in my stomach, which is odd. Tomorrow will probably be fine. I've got Library, which I actually enjoy, but still. This happens all the time. I wonder if it's normal?

Border's CD's are outrageously expensive. (I can get 10 songs for $16.99? w00t! My lucky day. *heavy sarcasm*)

While I was previewing the post to make sure it looked good, mom started to tell us about the trip we'll be taking in a dew weeks. Honestly, it makes me feel like throwing up. The trip itself will probably be fine, but thinking about it makes me naseous.

Also, I hate the way my mom is constantly talking. I don't know if she's narating her life to herself or what, but I have to stop what I'm doing to listen to her and it's annoying. (I realize this is bitchy and kind of mean, but I feel so awful. My migraine is really high and I feel like crying again.)

7:46
Okay, wow. My last journal entry is from September '05. I knew it was from a while ago, but I had no idea it was that long ago. I must have deleted posts since then.

I think I'll just leave this post open and add stuff when I think of it.

For example, I've spent the last two days watching the first two seasons of Roswell. It's an okay show. Maybe I'll review it later. (Or maybe not.)

I want to see the first episode of Medium, but I can't find it.

7:48
Pink hair is kind of nice. (I realize that sounds odd, but it's not really. I'm on a thread about traumatizing shows in another window and I saw p a p e r c l i p's picture and thought, "She has pink hair. I like it." wink

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