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Hell has come forth to swallow my mortal soul. *sighs*
Okay, people. Prepare for a griping session. Just warning you ahead of time.
Basically, my friend (whom I shall call Baka-kun for now) has shunned everyone else because his girlfriend is the most important thing in his life. Nobody else matters, just his girlfriend. Sucks, huh? We're (and I'm referring to my other friends who agree with me and have also been shunned by Baka-kun) just people to hang around with. Maybe I'm exaggerating a bit, but I'm saying it the way my friends and I see it. It makes me wish I never knew him. I want the old Baka-kun back. I want the person who I could depend on, the person who I could talk to, the person who I used to love. But useless and wishful thinking won't bring back the person I used to know. He's dead. Dead and probably cold in his grave, longing for warmth or reincarnation. I'd help him if I could, but seeing as how we're being treating like mounds of s**t, I don't stand a chance. *sighs*
I've got all my crying out for today. Or at least the crying I'll be doing at school, anyways. Looks like Kaasan and I have something to talk about tonight. Well, people, if you have any advice for me on what to do about this, you know what to do. Press the comments button or PM me directly. Thanks.
-Leilianu
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Posted by: Leilianu Wed Nov 03, 2004 @ 05:35pm
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Posted by: Leilianu Tue Nov 02, 2004 @ 11:11pm
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A good Monday!! O.O!!!
Holy crap! Can this be?! I'm actually having.... *cue dramatic drumroll in the background* a good Monday!!! O.O!!! Wow. The world is ending as we know it.
Anyways... Today is the day where I chow down on my candy and go to my "older brother", A.J.'s birthday party. I use quotes around older brother because he isn't really my older brother; he just acts like one. He's always been there for me, always gave me a shoulder to cry on... everything I could ever want in an older brother. He even helped me out of my year-long depression I had after my dad died of leukemia 7 years ago. A.J., I just want to say thanks for everything you've done for me, and I don't know how I'll ever repay you, but I do know one thing: you'll always have a special place in my heart. So thanks, big brother, and I'll love you always. ^^ And happy birthday, too.
Meh, sorry. ^^;;; I had to get that out. Well, seeing as how now my eyes are watering to the point where I can barely see the keys I'm hitting, I'm gonna leave it at this. So um... yeah.
Until the Apocalypse, later days!! -^^- *waves*
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Posted by: Leilianu Mon Nov 01, 2004 @ 04:38pm
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Happeh Halloween!!
WHOO-HOO!! IT'S HALLOWEEN, BABY, YEAH!! -^^-
I'm a sorceress for Halloween. I absolutely adore my costume! It's so smexy. Well, to me, anyways. Soon my cousin and my friends are gonna go trick-or-treating. Hey, I can't pass up the opportunity for free candy. It's not in me to do that, ya know. ^^
Anyways, I went to my school's homecoming last night. Man, was it awesome!! My older brother and I had a dance-off and had so much fun. Then the guy I used to have a crush on (well, I still kinda do, but it's a small one) came up to me and asked me to dance with him. So I did. ^^
Well, that's all for this entry. Until the Apocalypse, happy Halloween and later days! -^^-
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Posted by: Leilianu Mon Nov 01, 2004 @ 12:04am
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