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[. Keeper Of The Stars .] |
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It was no accident, me finding you
Someone had a hand in it
Long before we ever knew
Now I just can't believe you're in my life
Heaven's smilin' down on me
As I look at you tonight
I tip my hat to the keeper of the stars
He sure knew what he was doin'
When he joined these two hearts
I hold everything
When I hold you in my arms
I've got all I'll ever need
Thanks to the keeper of the stars
Soft moonlight on your face oh how you shine
It takes my breath away
Just to look into your eyes
I know I don't deserve a treasure like you
There really are no words
To show my gratitude
So I tip my hat to the keeper of the stars
He sure knew what he was doin'
When he joined these two hearts
I hold everything
When I hold you in my arms
I've got all I'll ever need
Thanks to the keeper of the stars
It was no accident, me finding you
Someone had a hand in it
Long before we ever knew
I Love You Bryan
 .CoO.niE. · Sat Sep 09, 2006 @ 05:01pm · 1 Comments |
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x-hello.butterflies-x
It Seems...
She Always Wants...
...What She Doesn't Have
Until She Has It...
x-goodbye.butterflies-x
.CoO.niE. · Sun Sep 03, 2006 @ 01:48am · 0 Comments |
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Elloo, bloggers.
I feel like s**t currently. Broke up with the man of my dreams last night. Which is my fault. Way to go me. And right now, my bestfriend is completely leaving me out and having a blast with another friend of ours. Well hey. Surprise surprise. So I'm here, bored as hell, alone, with my music, seeing everyone around me having fun. Ugh. Oh, and I'm at school, which sucks, obviously. I'm pretty sure I'm gunna fail my History exam on Tuesday next week. Ughle. Hey..We were supposed to get our Year Books this period, where the hell is it!? gonk Not that I really want it though, I look like hell this year. Well in the picture anyway. Mmm.. I'm dislocating my jaw. It feels good. I'm so used to doing it now, it's like a habit. Sometimes I dont realize I'm doing it.
Falling, my whole world is falling. Without you in my life so hard to keep from dying
Bleh. I'm so bored. And I'm irratated. Everyone's having a good time, cept for me. As always. OIh I love this song. Anyway. Looks like I gotta type with the screen off, because Julia and my 'bestfriend' are reading off my screen. Ugh. They're so annyoing. Then they say ''Who're you writting to?'' Euh.. No one. And why would I tell you even if I was talking to someone. Ugh. They piss me off. Anyway I'm done my rant. Maybe I'll go play a game or something. rolleyes
I bet no one's gunna even read this..So what was the point of writting it...
Buhbye xx
Coonie
.CoO.niE. · Tue Jun 13, 2006 @ 02:56pm · 2 Comments |
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I'm so sorry, V
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
Our Love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
.CoO.niE. · Tue Jun 13, 2006 @ 12:35am · 0 Comments |
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[ .I Wont Say I'm In Love. ] |
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If there's a prize for rotten judgement
I guess I've already won that
No man is worth the aggravation
That's ancient history, been there, done that!
Who'd'ya think you're kiddin'
He's the Earth and heaven to you
Try to keep it hidden
Honey, we can see right through you
Girl, ya can't conceal it
We know how ya feel and
Who you're thinking of
No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no
You swoon, you sigh
why deny it, uh-oh
It's too cliche
I won't say I'm in love
I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
My head is screaming get a grip, girl
Unless you're dying to cry your heart out
You keep on denying
Who you are and how you're feeling
Baby, we're not buying
Hon, we saw ya hit the ceiling
Face it like a grown-up
When ya gonna own up
That ya got, got, got it bad
No chance, now way
I won't say it, no, no
Give up, give in
Check the grin you're in love
This scene won't play,
I won't say I'm in love
You're doin flips read our lips
You're in love
You're way off base
I won't say it
Get off my case
I won't say it
Girl, don't be proud
It's O.K. you're in love
At least out loud,
I won't say I'm in love
From The Hercules Soundtrack - I Wont Say (I'm In Love)
.CoO.niE. · Wed Apr 19, 2006 @ 12:25am · 0 Comments |
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Born from silence, silence full of it
A perfect concert my best friend
So much to live for, so much to die for
If only my heart had a home
Sing what you can't say
Forget what you can't play
Hasten to drown into beautiful eyes
Walk within my poetry, this dying music
- My loveletter to nobody
Never sigh for better world
It's already composed, played and told
Every thought, the music I write
Everything a wish for the night
Wrote for the eclipse, wrote for the virgin
Died for the beauty the one in the garden
Created a kingdom, reached for the wisdom
Failed in becoming a god
Never sigh for better world
It's already composed, played and told
Every thought the music I write
Everything a wish for the night
"If you read this line, remember not the hand that wrote it
Remember only the verse, songmaker's cry the one without tears
For I've given this its strength and it has become my only strength.
Comforting home, mother's lap, chance for immortality
where being wanted became a thrill I never knew
The sweet piano writing down my life"
"Teach me passion for I fear it's gone
Show me love, hold the lorn
So much more I wanted to give to the ones who love me
I'm sorry
Time will tell this bitter farewell
I live no more to shame nor me nor you
And you... I wish I didn't feel for you anymore..."
A lonely soul
An ocean soul
Dead Boy's Poem - Nightwish
.CoO.niE. · Thu Mar 30, 2006 @ 08:48pm · 0 Comments |
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Some say love is not for sinners
I believe that isn't true
'Cause when I was finished sinning
Love came down and showed me you
And you told me how to get there
So I tried to find a way
So I tried to find a way
Then I ran into your garden
But I tripped out the gate
I tripped out the gate
What are you doing to me?
I'm so into you
And the hardest part is knowing
That it'll never follow through
You're slowly killing me
And I wish it wasn't true
'Cause I'm so into you
Like a ton of bricks it hit me
And woke me from this dream
No matter how hard I tried to wash my hands
I could never get 'em clean
I could never get 'em clean
What are you doing to me?
I'm so into you
And the hardest part is knowing
That it'll never follow through
You're slowly killing me
And I wish it wasn't true
'Cause I'm so into you
Can you hear me?
'Cause I can't change what I'll always be
I'm so into you
Hedley - Trip
.CoO.niE. · Tue Mar 28, 2006 @ 12:13pm · 0 Comments |
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You walk by and my heart beats
A thousand times at once it seems
And every time you look at me
I have to tell myself to breathe
With just a smile you capture me, and I start to melt
Emotions then take over me like I've never felt
I could tell my heart each time
It isn't love, you're just some guy
There's nothing there and what I feel
Is in my head, it isn't real
But I can't deny, can't even try
Cause I know inside, butterflies don't lie
Is there a chance you could be mine
If I let you see inside
Or do you love somebody else
Should I keep this to myself
I could risk a broken heart by telling you the truth
Or I could keep my secret safe and when I see you
I could tell my heart each time
It isn't love, you're just some guy
There's nothing there and what I feel
Is in my head, it isn't real
But I can't deny, can't even try
Cause I know inside, butterflies don't lie
Once again there you are
Anxiousness, nervous heart
Butterflies fluttering
Can only mean one thing
I could tell me heart each time
It isn't love, you're just some guy
There's nothing there and what I feel
Is in my head, it isn't real
But I can't deny, can't even try
Cause I know inside, butterflies don't lie
.CoO.niE. · Mon Mar 20, 2006 @ 01:03am · 0 Comments |
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[ .Words.From.A.Restless.Soul. ] |
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Hey Bloggers.
I am so bored.
Bryan is off doing something with some friends.
I wish he was around. =(
I was really looking forward to spending today just chatting with him.
But I havnt gotten to speak to him ALL day.
*Shrugs*
Vince got home last night.
He asked me to go to his place today.
I didnt really want to..
I mean, I wanted to..because I had nothing else to do.
But Seb was there...And things would have been awkward.
And now..I'm downloading music from this movie I watched Friday
It's the sweetest movie ever. I wont say which one, because I'll just embarras myself.
xD
But anyway.
So I delete my Nexopia. I deleted my LiveJournal.
It feels good.
No I have no reason and no way to get in touch with Him.
Which is well needed.
I think that now I can finally let go of my past;
And look forward to my future.
Man am I ever excited for my future.
I dont know what I'm going to do,
But I know who I want to be with;
And I know where. =D
Although when we were talking about it,
He was probably just joking around.
But it sounds really fun.
I dont want to look forward to it too much,
Because there's a huge chance that it wont happen.
But I'm ready to work my hardest to make it happen.
I'm ready to actually try to make things work out with this guy.
He's so amazing.
Well. That's it from me.
Take care x
Coonie
{"Here And Now Is Where I Wanna Be. Not Hanging Off Some Warn Out Memory"}
.CoO.niE. · Sun Mar 19, 2006 @ 10:24pm · 0 Comments |
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