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soo my bf Is wonderful! hehe... he got me a cake for my bday and he got me a badass blade for my present... it's cool i wasn't expecting anything... so it surprised me! he is good to me though... took care of me when i needed him to and such... i love being with him... playing videos games and doing other what not things... it's fun! lol.... but anywho my bday went pretty good since i was with him... so yep....

I finally got internet again, in case everyone wondered where i went.

Death rides on a breath of warm air
One word can mean so many things
Yet mean so little to someone
New begings are left and lost in memories
Try hard to remeber but they never stay perfect
Why does it matter though?
What do thoughts and words matter anyway?
Flowers bloom and then they wilt
Life flows in the same patteren
Is it worthless to live or is it pointless to die?
Do we really only have one chance at life,
Nothing after.
Why can that be such a disturbing concept to handle
Or how can it be so easily excepted?
To give up and not have hope,
But then again what is hope?
False thoughts of something that may never happen.
The unknown?
This confusion persists as I try to unravel to much
Shall I leave it be or sit there , confounded?
To much, too much...
Not enough, not enough...
I don't know if I should leave on these thoughts...
But it's all I can do
Besides torture myself with thinking to much....
To much, too much
Not enough.

Shadows take there place as the light dies out.. overcome by anguish the skies darken as the world is corrupted. Everything living tends to fade and not return, as this life passes away, the energy is gone, stolen to say, but gone. No replishment, used and thrown away. rivers of blood flow as the grass turns brown and crumbles to become dust. humans are gone and nothing is there anymore . planet killed we watched and didnt do anything, why ?

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