JESUS, I haven't posted on my journal in a YEAR! And somewhere down there is an entry containing vulgar smiley rape... ugh.
My nose is sunburned.
My SCALP is sunburned. I'm not sure why I'm here.
[Note; from this point of the entry on, I will be venting about everything. If you are easily scared... back off.]
And I would very much like A CIGARETTE. ******** YOU!!!
LKAH:EFLAKHFALKJLKHFKLHLKHAKHAF:A RRRRAAAGGGHHHH!!!
KILL.SMILE.CUT.IT.OUT.FOR.ME.THIS.TIME.
******** YOU! ******** YOU YOU ******** b*****d! Why can't you like me?
AM I JUST NOT ******** MEANT TO BE LOVED?!?!!?!?!
...IT'S TRUE, ISN'T IT.
There IS a god and he's kicking my a** for being such a little c**t all these years.
You know what I have to say to that?
******** YOU GOD! ******** YOU AND YOUR ANGELS AND YOUR HEAVEN AND YOUR CLOUDS AND YOUR GOD DAMN SPECIAL a** GATES!
IF THERE WAS A GOD, WHY DOESN'T HE ******** HELP PEOPLE LIKE ME?
People who are MISERABLE?!
WHY?
******** YOU!
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Sometimes I wish
Somebody would just
Kill.
Me.
Now.