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YukoraDragonheart
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I'm always holding back, frightened of what can happen. What might happen. What will be... Always frightened. Frightened or the possible hurt or embarrassment. Scared I'll not be enough. Not smart enough, not brave enough, not quick enough... just not enough. Some part of me is constantly scared or worried.





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Dear Grams,


Hey gramma, it's Mica. How's death going? I still miss you. Everyone does. Uncle Gary is having trouble learning how to spend his money. He bought your house. Did you know that? Shane is in jail for raping a girl. I know you'd be so mad and dissappointed in him for even putting himself in that situation. He's a grown up now and he had a damn kid in his room, she was... 16 I think and he's 20 now. You'd b***h about how he never thinks about s**t and it's true. He's been treating life like its some big game most of the time and now he's locked in jail.

Shawn is upset about it. I mean, it's his twin rother and o soon after you left us his brother is locked up. I still don't understand why you left money to MOM of all freaking people. You know she'd waste it on stupid things like drugs. She hasn't helped Jamie or me after leaving me homeless and then throwing me on Jamie. Jessica is with a a** and she's turning into a b***h. She never talks to us ( her sisters) anymore. She's always smoking pot. Always in a stoned state. She barely thinks of her poor son anymore and Rob is just a freaking jerk. No one but Jessica likes him in the family. We all think he's bad news, even that idiot I call my mother thinks so.

We all miss you grams. Jamie is trying to help everyone and keep things afloat but she'd not getting any help. I'm worried about her. She's always trying to hold the whole family's problems when she has two hellish kids at home to look after -sigh-

Love you always,

Mica.....



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I'm feeling upset, unwanted, and angsty so I'm going to ******** write since no one wants to talk to me.


Kai stormed into the house, his eyes blazing with some undefined hurt and rage. He no longer rememberd what triggered it but it refused to depart him. He wanted to scream, cry, hurt. His teeth ached, his heart ached, his headfelt fuzzy. He felt as if he wanted blood. He snarls as he slams open the door to the kitchen, his eyes locking onto his brother Kyota.
Kyota jumped and stared at his brother as the door had slammed open, his gray eyes wide and they only widened further as Kai stalked towards him, Kai's crimson-orange eyes seeming to burn and smolder. Kyota's throat closed as he stared, frozen, as his brother came up to him. His heart fluttered in panic as Kai grabbed Kyota by the wrist and jerked him forward. Kyota fell, his balence lost at the sudden jerk from Kai. He had been thrown. His dark wings partially spread as if to stop his fall. He lay there, stunned for a moment before Kai placed a kick to his side, effectively flipping him onto his back, the pain that flared and burned in his side causing tears to enter Kyota's eyes, a whimper struggling from his throat.
What was this? Kyota still couldn't find his voice as Kai sat on Kyota's hips, a nasty smile on Kai's lips. Kyota trembled, fear and pain making the tears overflow from his eyes as he stared mutely at his brother. What have I done to deserve this?
Kai's hands moved at Kyota's hips, slippin under the edge of Kyota's shirt, Kai's skin was cold, ice cold, making Kyota gasp, closing his eyes tightly. Why couldn't he move?! Kyota gave a strangled cry when Kai suddenly ripped his shirt open, Kyota's gray eys stared, wide, dull, as Kai pressed a sharp nail to Kyota's pale flesh. He stared as blood beaded quickly and then flowed from the buy, a moment later he gasped as pain hit him, his gray eyes moving from the cut to Kai's face. He wished he hadn't. Kai looked pleased, aroused even, watching Kyota's blood slowly find a path down Kyota's side.

(( Maybe I'll continue this more later... ))





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Arts of/for Yuki/Kai by other people <3



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Today I'm feeling sick and dizzy, yet again. I was out filling applications with dad and started to feel bad so we went home after we finished.

Dad went to get tires for his woman's car and got in a wreck, the back of his car is badly damaged and he might have whiplash at least. He went to the hospital to make sure one way or another whether he was okay or not.

I'm going to go sleep this day away and maybe tomorrow too.

You know what's added to my poor dads obviously now sucky day?
A few minutes after the crash the temp service he's with called and told him he no longer has a job with the place he was working.

Poor papa.



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