Existing or not
Run....Run as far as you can.Don't...Don't look back because I will be there.Don't cry don't the tears they'll just keep coming.My death means nothing,just live your life as if I never existed.Forget my,because I wasn't here...I was never born.I am just a dream that you wanted,but now it' seems as if you lived it with me.When you wake up don't cry,because I was nevere here.I never existed.Will you even have a memory,will you even think about me?I can't stand to be forgotten,it makes me feel alone,but then again I have alwasy been alone.At night I stare up at the stars,in wonder and in awe.In the daytime,the sun always captivates me,with it's shining rays.I can't picture death,I can't picture not being here,my whole life has felt real.Was I only dreaming,or was someone else dreaming about me.It feels weird,to not be able to touch,to taste,and so much more.I want to feel your skin against mine,I want to see you,and for you to see me.I feel a the rocks tumbling down on me,I feel the waves washing over my body at my last moment.I felt this all,but I was never there,I was never here.Help me...won't you,I gave you all my trust,and my heart.You were my beating heart,you were the sun it's self.You were the shadows I hid in,and the stars shining with all there light.Why...Why me...Why am I the one that has to feel this way,am I nothing.Is this world not made for me.If not me,than who...I need to know.I feel empty and emptiness is all I feel.There is no hate and revenge,there is no love and tears.There's nothing,yet I am crying.I look down at them as they fall,why...why am I crying.I have no reason to,but I do...I look at all of you and see smiles,yet on me there is nothing.I have no passion,no pain,there's nothing but emptiness.Cry I will,I'm not afraid to let the world know how I feel.I would have cried in front of a million people if I had to,I'm not afraid to show me feelings.I pictured you leaning into me,but your eyes were saying goodbye,and at that moment I thought what if he does leave me.Please don't I need you,I need you as the wind needs to soar.I need you now right now,please just hold my hand,as I say these last few words.Don't forget me,don't I'd never forget you.Please..it's all I'm asking I want to be remembered,as a great person,not just any person.I gave you everything even my heart.My family and friends I love them so much.Don't leave me..please don't death doesn't need you now...I love you please don't leave me.I can't handle this world without you.The whole time I thought it was my death,when it was yours.I'm sorry,but the thing is I never really existed.I was only your dream,and always have been.
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