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DAVEY IS BACK HOME!!!!!
and I'm working all the time so I barely get a chance to see him at all.
Not fair. Not fair at all.
Maybe I'll be able to see him soon. maybe?
 UnwingedAngel · Sun Aug 06, 2006 @ 04:24pm · 0 Comments |
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bah. I think now that I"ve simmered for a bit and got distracted by my old post, I think I can actually talk about something else.
I finally, yes finaly, got to see my brother. I've missed that kid so much that I could hear the strains on my heart strings. I was so excited to see him. I callled him the day of that last post and we made plans. Good stuff.
And I also managed to find a job. My sister should be given something for being awesome because she's put so much of her own time in to help me find a job. It doesnt necessarily mean I can keep the job, but hopefully, I can. I have a tendency for screwing things up. I havent even told any of my friends that I've started working in fear that I'll ******** up and have to tell people that I couldnt keep a job for a week. Lets all hope I dont have to worry about that. ::hopes::
In any case, I started yesterday and had my fun training. and oh goodness, that is quite the difficult job. Be nice to people who work at pizza places. Making and preparing dough has got to be one of the more tiring activities out there.
my adreneline from being pissed off is wearing off. I've been functioning on 3 hours of sleep for the last two days. I realy need to get back to bed.
UnwingedAngel · Sat Jul 29, 2006 @ 11:09am · 0 Comments |
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So my news for the night:
My car died on me today.
In the middle of a pretty busy time of day.
twice in fact.
The first time my steering wheel locked up and it stalled in the middle of a left turn off of a main road.
The second time, it just stalled at a stop.
I had to get it home in the middle of the night to avoid traffic.
There is no way in hell I can afford car trouble right now. At all. What so ever.
I'm screwed.
to add more:
I stopped at friends house because her house was closest to where I stalled. I called my boyfriend over to take a look at the car. While he was there, someone side-swiped his truck. The drivers side door is smashed.
Mostly my fault.
To add on top of that, the friends house that I was at..her boyfriend doesnt like me or my boy..at all. In fact, he hates us..thats a long story. But he got really pissed off at her because she broke off plans with him to stay with my boyfriend and me. They've been on rocky ground and I'm pretty much going to be to blame for the huge fight that I know they'll get into.
On top fo that, my parents are mad at me because I'm slacking off in my job search, and I havent seen my brother in several months. I miss him. A lot. I miss being respected in my house. I miss having motivation to get things done in my life. ..although, I must say, its never really been very strong. Most often, I have the motivation to get other people's lives moving..rarely my own.
I can only hope that I dont ******** up college life.
Sorry about the long post. This just isnt my night.
UnwingedAngel · Sat Jul 22, 2006 @ 06:10am · 0 Comments |
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Its amazing how things work.
Or how they dont.
: /
Hope everyone had a nice holiday.
UnwingedAngel · Tue Nov 29, 2005 @ 12:21am · 1 Comments |
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Happy Thanksgiving to All!!
I heart american holidays. You eat turkey, cranberry sauce, mashed tators...and at my house, an array of european foods. You get to see friends and family. And best part, I get a 5 day long weekend from school. I havent had a break from school in, what? 3 months? I dont think I've been this tired in god knows how long. I've been getting 3-5 hour segments of sleep that just cant hold me up. I've become an avid coffee drinker. I used to hate coffe. Now its the greatest thing on earth. I barely get enough tea down these days anymore. And now, the long awaited for, welcome relief.
My plans:
Today
++++++maybe see davey
++++++see Naruto Movie!!!
+++go see Jordan
+- maybe...just maybe... I might see Jesse on half decent terms. Thats not quite decided yet. It's my decsion and I dotn know how confident I feel about it, but we'll see.
+see my friend matt. Messy breakup, needs someone to talk to/hang out with to keep him sane.
-Teach him the next chapter in Chem because I know it and he never learned it last year.
-Organize all of my school binders because they look like WWIII had been fought in my backback.
-go to my one 2 hour occ calss today.
-start my research paper
-finish my research notecards, outline, and rough draft.
Tomorrow
Turkey day!!
+eat yummy foods.
-work on paper if at all possible
-catch up on my math
Friday
+help out my other dave. He has some talking he wants to get out of the way.
+- Work on Bio packet
-study for Chem
Saturday-
+Babysit
leaving this day open for people. thank goodness.
Sunday-
-finish paper. at all costs.
Still a lot of school oriented stuff going on, but its not so bad because I dont have to stay up til 2-3 doing it and I dont have to be up at 6 the next morning. That and whatever shcool stuff goes on, I can usually do it with firends so its not too horribly bad.
w00t for days off school.
UnwingedAngel · Wed Nov 23, 2005 @ 01:24pm · 0 Comments |
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oo, yay for color scheming. I heart green.
ah yes..amd now open for comments.
Dont be stupid people.
stare
UnwingedAngel · Sat Nov 12, 2005 @ 02:57pm · 1 Comments |
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So I'm at my dads and I'm bored. I should be doign homework since I"ve got tons of it, but I'm kind of avoiding it at the moment. Its a friday and this is the day that I would normally be seeing my ex.. but now he's just that... my ex and I cant see him. I miss that jackass. I really do. : /
I'm going to go scrub the bathroom floor or somethign. I need to do somethign other then think about things. Thinking can be bad.
Hope everyone has been doign alright. I havent been on Gaia much at all because I've been busy out of my mind. I have threee different projects due in two different classes that are threatening to eat my sanity..except they seem like empty threats because most of my sanity has already been long devoured. ha.
m'ok. I'm going now.
UnwingedAngel · Sat Nov 12, 2005 @ 02:53pm · 0 Comments |
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So, I geuss this is the first post of my Gaia Journal. I figured, I've been here for almost 2 years, I might as well use the features that this place offers.
Things going on in my life:
Painful/messy break up of a relationship that lasted for 2 years, 4 months and 9 days.
Males, you make too many stupid decisions. Learn how to keep your mouths shut when they need be and learn how to be honest about s**t. Thank you.
Another break of a relationship that I blindly ran into. Yeah, dont do that.
Classes are super hard and senior year has been, by far, my hardest. We're 11 weeks into the year and I'm very stressed. Time on Gaia is limited (badly) and I'm learning how to better manage my time. (bleh)
other then that, all is peachy well. I saw my big brother yesterday and got to cry on his shoulder. I love that boy. : D Thank goodness for awesome, understanding people. 3nodding I stole his shirt. It makes me look pregnant, but its so soft that I really couldnt care any less.
biggrin
UnwingedAngel · Thu Nov 03, 2005 @ 07:05pm · 0 Comments |
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