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[ Cuddle Nazi ]
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I'm taking my leave.. Goodbye.
I don't have much to say, I suppose. I guess I just have this.
I suppose you could tell me what you think.
Though I doubt I'll ever look at it again for my own sake.



There's something very wrong here
This distance between you and me
Broken down apologies won't even save me now
Sometimes all I can do is wonder how
How things ended up the way they did

At night I'd cry myself to sleep
Just wishing for another chance
Another hug, or even just one last goodbye
But I'm not granted any of that
And I can only ponder why

Sometimes I'd sit back and think
Think about who we were and where we've been
So many things come to my mind
But only tears can come to my eyes
This time around today

I still remember the night we layed underneath the stars
The last night that I was there with you
I wanted to do nothing but cry
But for some reason I couldn't
With you there by my side

I hope someday this reaches you
And when it does I can only wish
Wish that you would think of me
How we laid in each others arms
And how we used to be

Concerts too loud for us to hear one another
And talks between you and my mother
Somehow these thoughts never seem to go away
No matter how hard that I try
I won't ever be able to get you off my mind

I can't bring myself to delete the pictures of us
I suppose I can't do much anymore
But deep inside I really do try
To be a better person
Then what I made myself out to be

I still curl up with that blanket
On nights when it gets cold
Or even nights when it is kind of hot
I keep it near me when I cry
And pretend that I haven't died inside

Do still think of me
It's a question I'd love to ask
Because even though I hate to admit
I still think of you
And all the stuff we've been through

My jealous fits, and angry bouts
Nothing can change any of this now
But yet you've seemed to do no wrong
It really hurts to know
That I'm the one to blame

I'll keep this in my diary
And hope that you still think of me
Even on the cloudiest of days
I could never bring myself to forget you
So I'll keep our memories locked inside my heart..


It's nothing but what I feel. I don't care if you think it sucks.
I'm taking my leave.. Goodbye.





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