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Heavy heart

I lay awake in bed
Every night thinking and hoping,
Thinking of my lonely self;
Hoping to be with some one,
Some one who will be there;
There for me, who will love;
Love me for who I am,
Who will treat me like
They feel about me.
some one to set me free.

Free to be
be alive and Strong,
Knowing that nothing will go wrong.
Nothing with the love,
love of my Heart.
My heart shall Move
Move on its own.
I will not Need,
Some One.
Time has changed
And so have I.

Now I lay again
on the floor.
Cold and Bleeding,
Wishing I could be,
be with you.
No one else will
steal this heart.
This heart that you have taken,
and love know wasn't Mistaken.

I take these Final breaths,
Breaths of sorrow and joy.
I only say Sorry;.
Sorry and thank you.
Thank you for your love, and forgive
Forgive me for breaking
breaking my promise;
Promise to be by your side.
Now In the darkness I shall Hide.
Hide as I close my eyes,
I love you.