"I ******** hate the way I'm feeling because my ******** life's not changing" -Mest
Ever been so frustrated you've surpassed anger and moved on to feeling defeated and sad? I'm not sure how I feel. I'm happy yet sad I'm angry yet confused. Is this just part of being a teenager? Not being able to talk to your parents friends stabbing eachother in the back. I get tired of trying. One of my good friends Brandon is most likely going to get sent to a boys home or foster care....I cant relate with people who I used to think knew me.....I find someone that makes me happy and feel good about myself but there's problems there. Maybe I worry too much. I know I think too much. Half the time I sit in class or in my basment and it's like I've been sleeping all day yet going through the motions of school and all other respodsibilites.
lost one hakuna · Tue Sep 19, 2006 @ 02:05am · 0 Comments |