There is moments in life where all feels lost where no one can help or understand.
I am one of them. People think the pain we face and feel will pass in time, but it wont not really. Yeah we may block it, pent it up inside, but its never really gone? We need a person some times not a friend. A friend is good from time to time but to talk to someone that you dont know can make that true sight and judgement GOOD or BAD but you know its the truth. Dont be afraid to let out sometimes to a person that will listen. Harm to others will not solve the pain just mask it then it will bring new pain ECT... I saw something tonight. A MOVIE that brang my past back 3fold. Im 25 yrs and aftert this movie it showed me what pain is what I can do and what ANYONE is capeble of. BANG BANG YOUR DEAD. (the movie) please I ask you to see it. BUT back to what I was saying. I have so much pain I masked, built up in me and now I see what I need and thanks to my wife and my friend for seeing me threw my breaf but hard moment. I CANT KEEP MY PAIN INSIDE nore should "you". Like I said friends can help but a stranger is good too sometimes atleast one that will listen. I need help with my built up anger inside from years n years of it. Have I thought of pain to others? I have more then anyone knows. But thats the diff between thoes who are strong and weak. The power to give up and end "them all" and the true stranth to admit you can see the true problem and face it no matter the price. WE ALL HAVE A VOICE WE NEED TO USE. So I have seen my own thoughts of the pain I can do, but I choose the stranth of my voice to see my way threw.
 sir tomyss alucard · Fri Aug 06, 2010 @ 05:15am · 1 Comments |
tell me your dreams for they are the secrets of our past.