Now...These people...What started making me loose my faith, and trust.Was a specific thing that happened.And here it is.
At lunch.I was fine for half way through it the other week.Tuesday, of the second last week of April...That's when in hit.I broke down.Why?I have a bunch of stuff going on.I've been bottling up my feelings for years now.And I finally let them go.I sat there crying, away from everyone.Out of everyone there, out of all these people I called my friends, only one came over, to try to make me feel better.Everyone else just watched, or saw, and just didn't pay attention.Some friends, eh?
Then it came to after school, my friend had her mp3 somewhat broken, but still works.She had began crying.And guess what all my other friends did.Comforted her.
And I received a comment earlier that day, from my one friend.Because I wasn't smiling at all, and I was feeling miserable.The comment being. 'Cheer up.You make it only look as bad as you make it seem.' Okay.How would you feel if your parents were splitting up for the second ******** time?Please tell me, when no one is there for you, what do you then?When you feel like ******** s**t?
And that is what happened.
These days.Friends are the last thing I need anymore.
It's Nice How Much I Gave Up For You People.
