while I was letting out my dogs I made upa poem in my head, its kinda crapy but it explains how I feel right now. here it goes:
I wait in sorrow. waiting for that special person to come up to me..... and say how they feel. I grow tired of waiting. I want to tell that someone, but I cant.... the shyness runs through me. I cant stand it. so I have people walk all over me..... not caring about it...... all I care about is that someone.
I cant help, but wait for that someone..... I grow sad I think about it..... and I feel stupid.... but I cant help it.... I wait for that day, that special day.... with that someone. to share how we feel..... I'm not obsessed..... I just think about it a lot. I wait.... and wait..... and wait... for that moment to change my life. to change how I react to stuff..... people say I am depressed... but I am NOT.... I am sick of that...... I still wait for that someone to come to me and say..... words.... that will change my life..... and everything/one in it. I wont be sad any longer.... once that person says to me..... " I love you " -----------------
the end
its not that great, heck I dont even think its a poem. its how I feel..... I cant really help it. I know I am young, very young.... but I dont care.
what do you think about it?
Maji_ika · Wed Mar 30, 2005 @ 08:48pm · 7 Comments |