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~start 7:58~ April 14

I am getting ready to go to this event but DAMN IT! I am feeling those feelings right of now of both anger and sadness. I dont want to let go of her but I jst want her to see through my eyes how much I care for her. I would do anything for her I would even change my name. UGH DAMN IT! maybe i am jst overlooking this a little too hardly but i cant halp these feelings i have for her. Its like what am I suppose to do?! Must I kill someone to earn her love or what?! ugh i need to get ready but I LOVER HER SOOO MUCH AND I DONT WANT TO LOSE HER! it was like what i did in the past worked but after wards i am not that attractive to her anymore. I have to get through this somehow......................if someone out there makes you happy you should go after him or her.

~end 8:05~