wahmbulance I really don't know how to say this... I'm changing. I mean really changing. My intrests are shifting ratically and I don't know what to do. I don't know how to tell my friends, because I don't know if they will accept it or be afraid to come near me...especially because they're girls. I guess it's nothing I can just ignore, but I'm afraid of what the general public will say and how the people at school wil react. Being this perticular way is a way my one friend chose and she's ok with it. But I'm a little afraid of coming out of the closet especially because I have a boyfriend. I'm tired of guys, they always use me then leave me for the trash heap...and if I can't give them what they want they cheat on me with some ugly chick to make me feel bad for not doing it. I don't know what to think about it, and I don't know if I really am different or if I'm just going through a stage. crying gonk sad cry neutral emo burning_eyes wahmbulance
xXemodestructionXx · Sat Mar 31, 2007 @ 02:19am · 3 Comments |