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hello everyone. For those of you who wondered where the hell I was last night (cause I'm usually on most of the time) my mom took my computer away and tried to force me to barely talk on the phone with my boyfriend. I'm sorry that I wasn't on last night to help any of my friends that needed help. sad She hates me, I know she does. She was all nice to me this morning at church and everything, but once we got home she was a complete b***h again. stare I cried in church, I've been crying since last night, and I feel like I want to cry again. cry I guess I'm in a crying fit...Oh wells, I wish I had wings so I could fly away from here. So that me and my man could fly away and find a safe haven so no one could bother us...If only that could happen...But for that is a mere dream which can only happen in four years...I'm sorry I never get dressed on teh weekends, I'm sorry you have to spend money on me to keep me alive, I'm sorry that I'm a nuscience in your eyes, I'm sorry that I stay up late and sleep in till the sun is (yet again) up and rising. I'm sorry I'm not the child you wanted...