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I miss Tim..
there is a wound that reopened just by my thoughts... im not going to say much and it might not sound very sad but.. yeah.. i lost my best friend. and i mean ive lost best friends before, ive lost two best friends that ive had for 6 years and thats didnt hurt nearly as much as the pain i feel now of loosing tim. we were friends for a few years.. he was the first person to actually treat me like i was .. normal. even if we knew we werent. i think i loved him. i helped him alot, and he was so greatful for that. i think he loved me too, but it just never got out.. ..wait.. it did.. i just never grasped it. i sometimes wish i had. but soon..he began to get the idea that i.. 'used' him. i was so confused but he has hated me ever since.. we never went out before.. and a few months ago he asked my 'sister' out. delia, she goes to school with him. i wouldnt have minded if she said yes, but she didnt because she knew i liked him. but that was months after he began to hate me.. i relized then that i didnt miss my could-have-been partner.. i missed my beloved best friend.. i miss you Tim..






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commentCommented on: Mon Feb 19, 2007 @ 01:56am
crying It must be very agonizing. If I had read it right, these events might leave ones self lost.


commentCommented on: Mon Feb 19, 2007 @ 02:07am
God i feel so bad..



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commentCommented on: Mon Feb 19, 2007 @ 02:21am
They say all wound heal over time but not scars, but knowledge and scars asist future events and thought. The wises of people gone thru hell. What evr happens it will help you even if its paifull and eventual feel joy...maybe if you let it.


commentCommented on: Mon Feb 19, 2007 @ 02:24am
Hmm..



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commentCommented on: Mon Feb 19, 2007 @ 02:36am
sorry you lost your best friend...i know how it feels...i wish i could help in some way...


commentCommented on: Sat Mar 10, 2007 @ 04:20am
At least, im lucky enough to have such great friends like you guys~!



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commentCommented on: Sat Mar 10, 2007 @ 04:30am
...yeah biggrin


commentCommented on: Sun Mar 18, 2007 @ 05:19pm
Aww, Sam.. who says you aren't normal? sad



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commentCommented on: Thu May 17, 2007 @ 03:28am
your one of the most normal people I've ever met.


commentCommented on: Sun Jun 17, 2007 @ 09:21pm
Haha, funny



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commentCommented on: Mon Jun 18, 2007 @ 01:16am
No joke.


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