we are home...or, that is we are back to our future...the present. i wonder if perhaps this was a mistake, comming home. i look back and wonder, wighing the options.
but i digress. yesterday we fought our last boss, presumably, and came home. i hadn't felt well all day. i think something might be wrong. i was exhausted, a migrane came from nowhere, and i felt dizzy when i stood up or walked for too long. my vision also came and went with each dizzy spell until, as we and syaoran walked together, syaoran made me go back to the inn and sleep. i barely made it to the bed when i passed out. i remember a dream i had. more like a nightmare.
all the bosses we had fought were back together and grouped around me, their intentions cruel and simple. they all at once attacked me before taking turns stabbing and beating me until i couldn't scream anymore. and then it was ekaj's turn. that filthy man. i woke up before the end of it, having called syaoran to my aid but also did spear him through the shoulder with my ice. i feel still so terrible about that. but we are home now. as much of a home as it can be. marryn even joined us.
well, i should go. syaoran is out for a walk and i think i should like to go relax in the library after my shower.
hoping all makes sense soon,
rin~
 voidan · Sat Mar 05, 2005 @ 05:50pm · 2 Comments |
