bad dreams ,sleepless nights,
thats what i have these days.
horrible words and an ugly face,
as i see you yell at me..
just a dream, a horrible dream.
as my sleep is interrupter,
i cant regain sleep and peace.
not without you here..
yelling fills the house again.
bad memories of my childhood.
turns up my music, drown it out,
run away from the past..
my heart has stopped, my body failed,
they dont want to go on without you.
so many problems,iam so scared.
but your not here to hold me..
pain envelopes me, physical and emotional.
nothing wants to continue, nothing at all.
fear,pain,stress,work,
how will i go on?........ question
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