This is our special day! I should be with her but I'm not. 6 months, 6 MONTHS!!! And I'm not with her. That birthday party was too overwhelming! Just knowing that I'm not going to have one because she's not going to be there hurts. I...It...s o...u.r Spe...cial Day....! *sob* I wanna be near her, I wanna hold her. I NEED HER. Right. ********. Now. But I know that's not going to happen. I know. I know. I know but It doesn't. ********. Register. Why....WHy...WHY!?!?! They had to seperate us! they don't like how I act. Well look how I ******** ACT WITHOUT MY HAPPYNESS. WIthout my Happyness. I am nothing. I am absolutly Nothing without her. I'm shaking....I wanna cry...It hurts...It hurts...I HURT!!! GIVE ME MY HAPPYNESS BACK. PLEASE. Before it hurts too much. It's just a simple task. All I want is her with me. Is that so much to ask? Obviously so. I'm suffering so much. I wonder if she suffers as much as I do. I've cried this week more than I have in years...YEARS!?!??! Doesn't that mean anything to them? Do they love to see me like I am now, Unhappy and distant? Do they enjoy this pain I am going through. No. They don't even have a ******** clue that I'm suffering without her. Not. A. Clue. It probably doesn't even register in their happy little heads. And so with this terrible suffering I bid you goodbye. I can't type any more of this. But before you go please tell me....
Why is that so much to ask?
I Want I need I crave I miss I Love I cry I suffer I live I hurt I bleed I wish I hope I will
Yes, I will have you back...one day....one day soon
Why is that so much to ask?
I Want I need I crave I miss I Love I cry I suffer I live I hurt I bleed I wish I hope I will
Yes, I will have you back...one day....one day soon
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they don't want you to be happy by the looks of it.
i'd die if my parents forbid me to see vincent.
i feel sorry for you.