I Was So Stupid I Said I Was Going To Quit Gaia And Now My Friend Won`t Talk To Me!! I Only Was Qutting Because I Was So Sad. So Very Sad But Now.. Now I Know That I Can Chose My Emotions and Not Let Them Control My Life. Right Now I And Crying So Very Hard And I Know For A Fact That My Only Only True Friend.. I Don`t Even Know His Name But.. I Know I Made Him Hate Me So Dear. And I Wish I Could Turn Back Time And Say I Am Sorry Or Take Back Those Hurtful Diss-Pleasing Things. But Know I Know I Shall Never Be Sad Again For It Tears People Away From There Friends. I Will Always Be Sad Just A Little For I Lost My Best/True Friend Ever. His Screen Name : Chaos Hellbound.... Missing Him Forever And Knowing It Was All My Fault That I Made Him Hate Me
Its Much To Late For Sorries But If He Would Only Read These Words.. I Am Truly Sorry For Everything I Have Done And Now I Know What Pure Sorrow And Heart Ache Is. Another Heart Bashing Story To Add To My List Of Horrible Heart Break. But This Time.. This Time It Wasn`t The Other Person`s Fault.. This Time It Was Mine. For Trying Not To Get Hurt But Now.... I Think My World Has Come To A Hault.. A Stop.. A Dead End. And When I Type These Words. These Ever Lasting Words. I Just Really Hope. Really Need Him To Read This Words.. cry Im Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry. And I`ll Cry To The End Of Time!!! I Will Miss Him Till The End Of Time.. As I Climb To The Highest State Of Lonliness The Only Thing To Comfort Me Is A Bucket Full Of Pain And Wrong Doing.
I`ll Say The Last Thing I Am Thinking. Never Again Will Somebody Go Into A Puzzle Room And Smile For I Was There And I Was There Friend. Never Again Will I Get Mail And Be Happy It Was From My Best Friend Who I Thought Hated Me.. And Though He Will Never Read These Words... And Though I Know He Would Never Really Know. I Still Hope, I Still Cry, And For Some Odd Reason I Am Wanting To Die. I Keep Checking My Mail Box To See If There Is Any Mail From Him.. When I See There Is None.. My Stupid Stupid Mouth. My Stupid Stupid Mind. Why? D: Why Did I Have To Say Godo Bye? Why Did I Had To Say He Didn`t Care. eek Omg And Why Would I Be So Sad Right Now If I Thought He Never Cared. Oh He Cared He Cared So Much emo cry sad cry gonk gonk sad sad sad sad I Won`t Ever Be Happy Again I Promise Ever Happy Again!! I Can`t Control My Feelings My Feelings Always Control Them Selves Like Little Biiiiishes We All Know They Are!!! gonk gonk gonk
