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I HATE LIFE RIGHT NOW!!
yeah indy and me are done .. were thru .. gone cuput ... im not crying because i dont want my mom to go all " hes just a stupid boy and hes your best friend anyway .. stop getting all emotional .. i think your gonna start your period" on me so ill save it for later tonight when im by myself and i can think about it ... yeah my lifes pritty shitty right now ... my best friends sick and nobody knows whats wrong with her ... and now the one guy i luv more then anything .. just dumped me .. by a message on my cell " hey hilarie , im sorry , i just cant take it anymore i really dont like the whole boyfriend girlfirend thing , i dont hate you , its just , were thru , and oh were still friends mmkay bye" but what ever lets face it .. i suck ... im ugly .. my hairs always messy .. im gettting fatter ... and im guly .. dont try to tell me im not because its a stupid lie to make me feel better ... im talking to him on the phone right now .. and it doesnt help the fact that im so torn up on the inside its not even funny .. im ressisting the urge .. i just want to fricken cuss till my head explodes or cry untill my eyes drain out.. DANG DANGIT DANG UGGGHH but i cant curse and i cant cry AND IT FRUCKING HURTS ... DANG IT HURTS crying I MUST BE THE MOST DAMN IDIOT IN THE WORLD THERES PEOPLE SUFFERING OUT THERE AND IM .. DAMN!! DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAmnit!!!!!!!!!! im gonna go ok i cant take it any more someone might as well have shoves a stick threw my heart .. damn
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