Yeah, you don't have to poke at me. I know no one reads my About Me, PMs, and Journal but atleast this keeps me semi-sane and quiet. Who knew so much drama could happen in a night. Last night was...not exactly a party half of the time but the other half was. I was really happy for awhile and then I wasn't hungery so my emotions kicked in. Right now I'm high on candy canes. Don't get me wrong, I hate everything minty except for those chocolates that you get at Olive Garden but its the only thing around. So here I sit after carrying around 30 lbs of cat litter, gorging myself on massed produced candy. My dad is leaving for New York before Thanksgiving and he's supposed to come back two days before so I asked what would make him late. My mom, of course, piped in with,"A snow storm, duh." And thats likely so now I'm like,"Yes! KFC Thanksgiving!" ((I can cook well but my mom can't cook worth crap and I'm too lazy to make a turkey.)) I'll probably add to this considering that its only 3:20ish...
And I'm back with the glory of love. xD Yes, I know my friends are odd but they support me and keep me happy so I love them to death. Guess what? I'm covered in paint still. I even took a shower but the paint wouldn't come off my arms. Not that I tried that hard...I just stood there thinking, not really getting anything clean but the water was hot and I was dazed. I've had some really odd dreams lately...houses full of people I know and yet I feel like a slave, me in Ikea ((I have no idea what the rest of that dream was)), and another one were I was in the twin cities and I kept running into people from Gaia and eventually I had a mob behind me, all trying to talk to me. That last dream eventually I ducked into a candy store with only a few guy friends following me ((I forced them to buy me candy)). Brb again...
Back again. I've been crying alot today. I went to see Stranger Than Fiction and it was a reason to cry so I did. Eventually I had to bite my tongue so I would stop. I think I should tell anyone who's reading this that doesn't know me too well, I laugh when I'm stressed. For some odd reason I smile and laugh when I'm in a bad mood or sad. But I DID have fun at the party last night, don't worry. xD You all made me happy with your running around me and our emoticon fights ((I still won xD)). I'm still lost though...I'm not sure what to do and I don't want to post the story in my journal because a few people don't know a few facts but I think I know what I should do...I really don't want anyone hurt but I doubt there's a way out of this without getting hurt myself. Maybe Laura is right...Maybe I should date a girl...Lolz, all people are alike though, no matter what gender so I'll stick with the people I love.
Wow...I'm lost...I finally get over some one and all hell breaks loose. Its like that was the only thing keeping people sane around me. o.o Maybe I should hide from everyone. They don't need to talk to me anyways. But really, what just happened here? Now I need to redo my friendlist. T-T Oh well. I'll set aside some time later to re adjust it. Btw. The Bears are better than the Packers and the Vikings put together. Hehe, what me get killed at school. Oh wells. Jaa, and I don't mind if you believe in god people, It's your belief and I don't shoot it down. Don't shoot down mine. Brb...
 Nakamura-san · Sat Nov 11, 2006 @ 09:23pm · 2 Comments |
