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am here againe too cry soo this is wonderfull and the worst part is the pain i fell in side i haft too make the biggest decisoon that i have ever had too make with out someone guiding me along the way. it like a walk way only that i can cross and everyone elese is just standing there wanting for me to mess it up or make a decision this is so hard so well some one please help me . God in heaven well you save me i hurting so much this so hard i just got too the point where people just staring too like me this is horrible and the worst part is that am being eaten away in side cause this hurts so bad . i am not finding musch comfort from anyone any more this hurts too much. this could not be any better