Wow. I can't believe my trip to New York is in two weeks! blaugh I'm so excited. Oh, I asked Grams and she said she couldn't...so then that leaves Kisuke...but I'm not sure...there's something...different going on. Like...something's eased off of my chest or something...like wanting to be with Kisuke isn't so wrong anymore. But in any case, I need to talk to Sora-sama first and ask for her permission. And I of course have to ask Kisuke if he wishes to go with me. Gods I hope he says yes. I really hope he says yes. Ah, Adrian...I haven't heard from him since the hospital incident and neither has Grams. I hope he won't ever come near me again...it makes me feel so...do dirty when he shows up. Kisuke said something that really go to me today...I...he said he wants to be with me...oh if only he knew how much it meant to me to hear him say that...even if I wasn't supposed to. heart heart heart I hope maybe we can go out sometime...I think...it would be so much fun if we could...perhaps I'll ask him about it some other time...I'll write more later.
~Izu
PS) Kisuke is sooo kawaii when he turns into a puppy... whee whee
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