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ugh i kno most of you are telling me i shouldnt have to impress him but , well i get all nervous around him , like i always do , i want him to be able to say my girlfriends amazing ... instead i walk into the body duilding room and he walks over to me and we stand there not really saying anything ... is it weird that we dont talk or is it just me? and another problem is ive been balancing time with my friends and him ... and ive been doing a good job , i make sure i dont give all my attention to him , and make sure my friends dont get mad because i blow them off .... but my one friend whose name is barb ( you really couldnt call her a friend because she a backstabbing snob) every time i try to sit by kelsey katie jessica and casey ... she walks up and says " why arent you sitting by joe" or " i think you need to sit by joe" but then if i do go sit by him she yells at me and says i pretend like shes invisiable WHEN SHES THE GARSH DARN ONE WHO TOLD ME TO!!! scream scream scream scream scream so my two main questions are ..... is it weird we dont really talk? and what should i do about my so called friend? please help? crying