I give up. I’m sick, hacking up blood and I don’t know what else for ONE practice and I become a replacement. The other time I came but only because they bothered me to. Oh yes, puking and hacking up insides means to go to practice and die. Defiantly. I decided something. I quit.
I quit theater
I’m quitting my groups of friends
I’m quitting my job
And I’m probably quitting gaia, role-playing and writing.
I’m just sick of it all. Post here, post there in role-plays. Can’t do that when I’m pissed off people.
As for quitting my group of friends, it’s rather simple. It’s true, I’m like the link that binds everyone together and I get pelted with everyone’s problems and such, it seems so at least. I am SICK of it all. Emo, arguments, stupidity, just everything.
Now quitting writing, that’s because…personal reasons and because I just can’t write anymore. I mean now that I’m quitting everything that ever inspired me to ever write, what’s the point? I honestly don’t know.
Gaia…well it was fun way back when. Now it’s just lost it’s luster it seems. Of course I respect and admire the admins and mods for their work but the members have changed too much. No one is kind it seems, everyone is greedy, pathetic, moronic and obsessed with dating or cybering and no one knows anything about the ToS anymore. It’s sickening.
Well…this may very well be my last journal entry. If it is, to all my friends that I care about on gaia thank you for your time. You can still talk to me on MSN if you want.
Forever dying inside
~Shadow of Fire
 elegantdemonofpoop · Tue Oct 24, 2006 @ 10:01pm · 2 Comments |
