9/30
I quess I haven't written in a while, school work and everything. Home life makes me wish that I could somehow stay at school, around my friends who are always happy, kind, and funny. Unfortunately, that isn't how life is for me, especially on weekends which I dread.
This morning I woke up with screams being exchanged from my parents. A fight had erupted and my mom was trying to leave, especially so because my dad had punched a hole in the walls and she worried that next time it might be her. I can't take them anymore.
When I got mad after he made us clean the house, he thought it was because of the cleaning. I said to him, "Are you that stupid to not see the obvious," but now I feel guilt, but I can not apologize, I just can't...
Seeing the wall with a hole from his fist scares me, could my mother be next... could I be next. He's had so many chances to get us both, though I'm not afraid for my siblings, they are not in any danger for they do not rebel against my dad like I do. Things will never get better.
In the month of Autumn
All things fall and wilt
To die in the cold of Winter
But to one day be reborn in Spring
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Gildreon's Life
Well, this is basically a journal about me, my family, my friends, and school.
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