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Broken I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain ‘Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough ‘Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, and steal my pain away There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain ‘Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough ‘Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away ‘Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough ‘Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel light when you're gone away It has nothing to do with Jeff!! Its Jack! I'm not sure what to do with my situation...I just really need to talk to Jeff....I will sort this out...I'll end up getting hurt, either way it works out, but I will heal with time (a long time, but still)...

Posted by: Emi Snicklefritz Sat Sep 09, 2006 @ 08:29pm

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Commented on: Sun Sep 10, 2006 @ 01:52am


	I hope that song doesn't have to deal with Jeff...and believe me the worse ain't over yet, you still got long ways til its over, like 3 years to be exact.

Commented on: Sun Sep 10, 2006 @ 04:21am


	>.o I just heard it on the radio....I have always loved the song. Its been out for..err...2 years or so? AND I never got to finish my entry...and I forgot what else I was gonna type...

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Commented on: Sun Sep 10, 2006 @ 06:11pm


	JACK!!! hugz Jack I told you Jeff was a butthole. But, nobody ever listens to Michi... sigh

Commented on: Sun Sep 10, 2006 @ 10:32pm


	Yes, its Jack! I love my little Jack! I dunno Michi...I just dunno....

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Commented on: Tue Sep 12, 2006 @ 03:51am


	Well you should ****** know.....that goddamn b***d better watch what he says to me from now on, because if he gets in my way believe me you won't have to make a goddamn choice...he'll be gone no matter what...

Commented on: Tue Sep 12, 2006 @ 08:13pm


	I won't have to make the choice... Please...give me time! Give me time to think about... You were right, Chris. I don't want to hurt myself, but I'm gonna get hurt either way. I don't want all of you to be mad at me for this...and it seems that some already are... I will end this utter chaos soon. No later than Saturday...it will be finished. I won't have to choke back tears any longer...

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Commented on: Wed Sep 13, 2006 @ 02:45am


	Brittney don't think we aren't here for you if you start to cry..chocking back the tears is hard...its hard on you and it changes the way you are...don't let another hurt you...I know you've heard that a million times and even if you believe Jeff over us...we still care for you...I give you until Monday...if you want to make your choice shorter then fine...but one thing you need to know...don't get rid of your friends who you have known for your whole life for some Jackass(my own words about and to him) thats why people is upset...is because thats what you've been doing..I know its hard on you but its hard on us too...mostly Michi..you've known her forever and you would probably do anything for her but ever sence you had your love craves you've been tearing her to pieces...and Jeff doesn't give a st as long as your paying attention to him then hey other people are like ****** objects to him.

Commented on: Wed Sep 13, 2006 @ 07:26pm


	She won't even give me a passing glance! I don't want to loose any of you...I would die before I loose any of you.... I...I'm sorry Michiyo...I never meant to...Once this is all over, you won't hate me still, will you? But, Chris. I have been choking back these tears for quite a while. I have triedfind a shoulder to cry on, but everyone I found was yelling and sending me harsh words. Even my own mother ignored this. The first time that I cried was today. I let a tear or two escape, but I choked back the rest. Its funny...A tear slipped every time you said Michiyo's name... I want it to end. I hate fighting and I hate yelling. Answer me, will everything be normal after this is finished? It will be over soon...

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Commented on: Thu Sep 14, 2006 @ 12:38am


	I know you care for Michiyo but right now she isn't believing that...no internet sorry....a real sorry but after you have made your choice....I can't promise you it will all be normal again....I wish that me, jeff, brandon, mason, and every other person didn't come into the group...so that way it could just be you ashley and Michiyo again...but things change...I'll probably never talk to Jeff again...like I said the only time I want to hear him talk to me is if he wants to fight me....it will all be normal between all of us though....with Jeff probably not. A shoulder to cry on is always your friends...me, michi or robert....someone will be there...I can promise you that.

Commented on: Thu Sep 14, 2006 @ 08:05pm


	biggrin Thanks! But...you wish that you, Jeff, Mason, and so on *didn't* come into the group? I would never wish that...I can't even look at a life without you guys... Thank you... Thank you...

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Commented on: Thu Sep 14, 2006 @ 11:54pm


	Well I'm glad that we came into the group but....its these guys that started the problems....its these guys who caused the love...its these guys that made it what it is today...I know its hard to think about that, but its true. This is one of the reasons I try my hardest to stay out of friendship loves...they cause nothing but problems...you'll be sure to remember that I'm sure.

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