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There is no way I can beat around the bush about this. I just can't believe that this is happening again... Kakashi told me that I will have to leave the village again. He has not told me anything, but I feel it will be a few good years before I come back. The first time was a few months, almost a year, but now I think I will be at least 25 before I come back.

The thing that got me was that Kakashi paused while he was telling me. He never pauses, never. So it must be something really bad that is coming. I just wonder what. What or who wants me so bad? Why before the Sakura Festival? After all why can't we wait until then. Though I am now 16 and I think I can handle myself and what has been decided for myself. I don't care what it takes, I will go to the Sakura Festival with Zanufe-kun no matter what.

I cannot let any more people go like last time. I faked my death the first time and, yes many people did morn, but I was soon forgotten. I feel that I will be forgotten again, but I know one person will at least remember me. Zanufe-kun. And for that I will risk my life to stay long enough to attend the Sakura Festival with him. Its just that I don't think I could go through the pain of knowing that I "died" and all the people I loved so much, to even give my life up for, would forget me and not even cared if I did die. Such a horrible thought. Well I better go before I get in trouble for writing.

-Mitsumie Icha