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I decided to go on a walk because I was bored around 8 or so. But as I was walking down the street I realized that I was heading towards the rich part of the neighborhood which is more densely populated and I didn't want to have to deal with people, I wanted to think. So I turned around and headed the other way, towards the part that is slightly more run down and doesn't have all of the fancy lights (its totally dark) and has trees around it. I don't know why, I'm just naturally more drawn to this section.
But then I ended up changing my mind (of course) and going to Hannah's instead. I haven't talked to her in a while and kinda wanted to b***h out Ben for night going with me tonight to protect me from The child molestor.
Andre was there, so I got to see him, and so was Chase, so that was nice.
Well, After we took home Andre (BTW, its like 4 am, so I'm not going to go into much detail...) Hannah told me that 2 guys from work asked her out and she's going to go with them, despite her being so serious with Andre. She wants to live a little, which is understandable. I told her she should just go ahead and have fun, just not to screw them (not because I think its wrong, just b/c he wouldn't know and she'd feel so bad.) After talking about it for a while (going back and forth from the subject) she asked me if I would mind going out with him for a little while b/c I'm the only one she'd trust with it. I was just like, Holy crap. Don't get me wrong, Andre is totally hot. But... I dunno, He's hot! And he's Hannah's boyfriend!! She knows I've done a bit of sleeping around (she actually asked me for a number tonight...) but she still trusts me with her hot a** boyfriend. And I wouldn't screw him, not even. He's her boyfriend and I love Hannah-Bannanah to death. But it would still just be too weird because I do think he's hot and stuff.... It's just Bizzare. I told her no, that I was involved with something else (a lie, but a useful one.) who would attack andre. She said, "oh, ok"
we also played Charades, Sorry, What if / Truth, Hatty Mouth, and Truth/What if in a hat. One of the questions was directed at me and "Are you Bi." Hannah got it though, and she was just like "WTF? No!" And of course, stupid Ben, Nicole, and Angelle just looked at me and grinned. Lol, I prolly looked like a cat in a crowded room. Nicole, with her stupid big a** mouth said "That one was for Beckie." and Hannah just looked at me like "huh?" So I ended up having to tell Hannah, something I've been avoiding for a while. She just was kinda like "oh...ok.." I know hannah well enough that I know she thinks its just because its "Fly to be Bi" or whatnot. No way in hell I'd tell her about Erica... No way, lol.
Anyway, that was my night. I also called Russel and he's working on Friday so my party with the Sibs got switched to Saturday.
Why is my lip tingling and my eye twitching?

EDIT: One final thing: I also got bashed for being a liberal, too... That always kinda gets to me, even though I know that I shouldn't let it.... Ben jokingly said that he was gonna shoot me and hang me in his front yard as a warning. but he didn't say it to mock it.. I don't think he realizes that, although that is abit extreme, some people really don't like "liberals" and "radicals". I can't count how many people wanted to beat the crap out of me in highschool because of my beliefs...
When I tried to discuss the possiblity of anachy with him (I got a little tired of him trying to convince me that America was the best and nothing else was as good and america can do no wrong) he got all mad and said that if there was anarchy he'd get an army and kill all the anarchists and then there wouldn't be anarchy anymore. Ben's my friend, but he's so friggin ignorant!!! It really bother me sometimes....
Lol, I also asked hannah if she could screw Johnny Dep (sp? Captain Jack Sparrow. who she really likes) or Jesus, who would she do. Lol, she almost s**t a brick and it totally scandalized her nieces. It was great, lol!!