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And from Tiger...
Ah ha, it's been almost a month. The 16th will make it a month. I am happy. I mean, I have nothing to complain about. I have someone who really cares about me.
I hate that I think I hurt someone. But I don't regret saying yes.
Anyway, I feel like rambling. Maybe I'm vain that I think whatever one person says is about me. Probably am. And I should not care, since I have Jarrett now. And yet, somehow I do. Gr, stop caring already heart. Meh. Guess I'm just a fool who thought there was something where there apparently never was anything... And I'm determined to convince my heart of this! Cause I have Jarrett now heart
Haha, Ok, enough of that. Um... getting ready for school... College, whoa. I've talked to my roommate, we're arranging everything! <3 I really like her, better than Emily's roommate, a conservative Christian prep... yeah, they would never get along. I got to go with Emily to meet her... yeah, scary.
Um, I've been having a lot of freaky dreams lately xD They're fuuuun. I had a dream that I had to save Kevyn from moving to Florida, but in the process met the lying b***h Jerrica and confronted her about what she did to Daniel and Adam. She pretty much told me it was in her blood. And last night, first day of school, and yeah... very odd.
Anyway, anything else to report on?
Ooh... it's a lot of fun hiding in the dark at 2:30 in the morning with your boyfriend who hiked over to your house because his parents took away his keys and your father decides to walk around at 2:30 am and he doesn't know your boyfriend is there, and he'd probably flip if he did xD Haha, Ok. Don't worry, we weren't being bad, we were just laying on the couch. Then we ran to the dining room and hid. Bwahahaha... DOn't hurt me ><
Let's see, what else? GR Emily got on my nerves. Love her to death, but I'd kill her if we roomed together. She can't just be happy for me, she has to be BETTER than me. She can't say "Oh, I'm so happy you have a boyfriend!" No, it has to be "Well, your boyfriend flirted with me first." I wanted to slap her for that. And scream. Something along the lines of "Yeah, but look who he's with, bi-otch! Mwahahahaha *pour shake over her head*" Ok, so I wouldn't heva gone that far, but it looks good in my head xD
But yes. I'm doing good. Life's good to me, 'cept I'm ready to get away from my parents... especially my dad. He is getting on my nerves! But less than two weeks and I'll be gone crying
I should really update this more, shouldn't I? Haha, I've been using MySpace and My Dear Diary and good ol' pen and paper more often.
I'm going to miss everything though, when I go. My room, my house, my pets, my friends, all that good stuff. Jarrett seems to be getting paranoid since one month is approaching, and he's never had a relationship last more than a month. But it will. I know it. I don't know how long it will last, but it will last more than a month.
I seem to attract guys with low self esteem. I was told today that I'm the strong one, which I think is ironic, since I'm nothing more than a little emo girl with low body image. All that I go on is the love of my friends. They're what keep me reletively sane. Or would that be insane? Meh, toe-may-toe, toe-mah-toe. Either way, they're the ones who make me believe that I'm a good person, and they're the reason I strive to be a good person. Without them and their love, I don't know what I'd be. heart
So, to all my friends who actually read this and care, thanks. Thanks for all that you do, whether it be just to make me smile when you call/im me, or, in some cases, the memories you've left me, or both. Y'all rock. A lot. Icey, Tsuki, Dozah, Sean, Ushi, Adam, Daniel, Chaos, Neko, Will, And all the others that I'm sure I'm forgetting in this list (haha, it's hard), I love you and you are all in my thoughts and prayers. I will never EVER forget the special bond I have with each of you, and the memories we've shared, etc. etc. Now, I think that I'm going to shut up now before I cry or sound too sappy (Haha, too late)
Mucho love y'all.
QUOTEness: "A good friend will help you move... a true friend will help you move a body"
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