Trig lost the job that I found her. She wouldn't talk to the trainer about an accommodation to help her take tests. So, once again, she panicked and I had to find her work. She applied to the ones I sent her, so that's good, but I can't keep on like this.
She's either unable or unwilling to make the necessary changes in her life to be independent and productive. In either case, it isn't my job to make sure she lands on her feet. . .I found her someone whose job it IS to make sure she lands on her feet. Will she follow through with that? Who the ******** knows. Probably not, if I'm being honest with myself.
I miss my friend. I miss being able to have deep conversations with her that weren't about how much she hates everything. I think she's still in there somewhere, but this time? SHE has to come to ME.
I'm disabled, I'm unemployed, I'm doing the best I can with what I've been given. I don't have the resources to look after myself and Nikko AND Trig. She's a grown-a** woman, she can do things herself. If she can't, it's not my responsibility.
Cold? Mean? Sounds exactly like my mother? All of the above.
Anyway, let's see the numbers. The experts are saying that we're coming down from Covid, but that might just be that illnesses tend to lessen in the spring before returning with a fury. . .knock on wood there?
As of today, March 2nd, 2022, the total deaths are as follows:
World: 5.96 million
US: 951,000
MN:12,311
Hennepin: 2,510
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