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I must get too easily attached to people and let that cloud my judgement. Need to work on that?

Sex with Michael is fun. It's not fun and games kind of fun, like my ideal, but it's easy. It certainly feels friendly even though I'm intimate with him. We both enjoy finding new little weak spots in each other or techniques to use to up the game with one another. He said that I was his only girl right now and while that should be flattering, I don't think I give two shits. I think my weekend away really did help give me closure with my feelings towards him. I used to want to date him and be his girl kind of thing, but now I can see other aspects of him that I didn't want to see. He's... a lot like Josh was. Bummer. At least I've got friends with benefits and he treats me REALLY GOOD like a girlfriend. He pays for things, compliments my outfits or lingerie, and compliments me more than he berates me. That's a nice change.

My room is getting a revamp, courtesy of me. Haha. It's... all rainbow. Now, at first it was a coincidence. It seriously through looks like a unicorn vomited all over the place. Lulz. I love it though. It's super organized. <3 kekekeke

I keep buying lingerie. I only need orange and yellow to make a full rainbow.

I bought a new comic: Sunstone. I love it. Read it with Christy before my birthday and then couldn't forget the lovely art and super fun characters <3

I have been looking for fanfiction sites that allow explicit content. I found AO3 but there is a long wait for an account. Until then I might type some of it in fanfic.net? I have no idea. I really don't want to tone it down. I also thought of doing it on Patreon so that the money would funnel into commissioning someone to make comic panels of the art for us. <3 that's my ideal scenario. I need to have some of it done before that though. I want to finish all of Spring. Anyway, that's my little project.