I should get to bed, but I can't. I don't really know why I come back to this website, there is nothing but pain here. After being kicked from an rp I helped set the foundation there really hasn't been too much left for me on here. All the other rps I'm in have dried up, I try to make new ones but it seems like a waste of time and creativity.
I guess people don't like me anymore. Maybe I messed up somewhere, maybe I just never fit in anywhere on here from the beginning. People just don't care about characters with heart, they aren't cool enough. At the moment I'm reaching out but there doesn't seem to be anyone reaching in.
Perhaps people just see me as a nuisance, and only lie to me just to tolerate me. I've done the best I can, but maybe that's not good enough.
I really don't know anymore.
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