Some days I feel okay, but other days I feel so ugly and I wish I knew why. Today is one of those days. I've always been chubby, ever since I was a little girl. I don't know what it is. I've tried so many things, excersize, eating healthy, eating little, diets, but none of it ever seems to work. I wish that there was something that I could do to make myself look better.
There are so many things that I would change if I could. My legs and my stomach are my worst areas. The areas that I feel most self conscious about myself. I never wear anything but jeans or pants if I'm around people. Anything that covers up my legs. I don't wear shorts, skirts, or dresses, even if I want to. Sometimes I just want to get dressed up and look pretty, but I can never seem to feel pretty. If my stomach didn't have marks on it, I would feel a lot better about it, but I still wouldn't like it.
I just wish that I could change the way I look. I wish that I could be shorter, skinnier, prettier, but I know that I can't change those things about myself. I guess that I just have to go back to trying to loose weight. I just want to feel good about myself. I just want to feel pretty for a change.
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