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My life will never be the same again. I'm not sure if that's good or bad, but I feel like crying...and I don't ever want to see myself in a mirror again. Because now, when I see my fair skin and golden hair, I don't think of how strange it is that I should come from an olive-skined, dark-haired family...because now I know who my family really is...and I hate them! And myself...
It happened yesterday evening. I had for a while restrained myself to finding out as much as I could about the G-Virus from the database, but looking at pictures of DNA that you don't really understand does get rather tireing. I tried to find more juicy things by searching for Gino Gambino, but the data was garbled, almost as if someone had clumsily tried to erase it. The only thing I could make out among the ???s and &((&^*&%)s was a line at the bottem, saying "Experiment failed". That in itself was interesting, but not very. So I unwisely chose to search my own name...
Whoever messed up the data on Gino certainly didn't care about me! It was all there, all the horrible information, all the awful details... I can't write it. I was a G-Corp experiment to make a perfect heir to Gambino after Gino's unexplained failure, long before the G-Virus. What I was...was a monster. I wasn't so much born as...hatched, killing my mother, whose name was Celeste Gambino. The picture of me then shows that I was clearly a fullfledged version of my monster form, the whole body, not just the head. Awful... After many experiments, Gambino was able to create a virus (it sounds rather like the G-Virus!) that could turn me into a normal human. However, I was useless to him then, so he had me adopted by a family in Aekea. What a horrid man!
I'm both disgusted and frightened by my discovery. Disgusted to find that, as the file on me says, I am Dawna Celeste Gambino, child of Johnny K. Gambino and Celeste Gambino (whoever she was...I guess I'm named after her) and that I am the product of an failed G-Corp experiment. Frightened to know that I was born a monster, and that if my partial transformations are a sign that the virus is starting to fail, I might turn into one again!