There are always so many thoughts in my head that is spinning around trying to escape. The hardest part about it all is finding the right words to let them go. To find the perfect words is like finding that little puzzle piece to fit out of a two thousand pieces, takes patience and time. Unfortunately, how my mind works is that it all wants to come out all at the same time. Sometimes if I write words that may not seem write in the sentence will just burst out and I will not even notice the flaw until I constantly re-read the writing about a hundred times. My writing lets me escape the real life problems and environment and allows me to feel like I am on stage and everyone wants to listen to what I have to say, even if it isn't much. I wouldn't ever do that in real life because I am shy and I can't public speak well, but in my dream, through my words, there is no fear, its smoothly flowing and makes sense. Of course, this is all in my head and reality is a bit different. Reality... something that everyone hates at one point in their life. Is hate even the correct word to describe it's rage, cruel and unjustified world? Eh, it's close enough I guess. If someone gave me a pen and a pencil it's no problem filling the empty spaces with words that may or.. may not make an impact on someone's life, but at least it clears my mind with all its clustered thoughts.
Sweet Yet Deadly · Wed Nov 27, 2013 @ 03:39am · 0 Comments |