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emotion_eyebrow 3 years has passed since I made a journal entry, and the last three years of my life has been nothing but terrible. I gained a lot of weight and I getting near the 300 lbs. mark.... I never produced so much hate for myself, and I have tried to commit suicide so many times, but coward out of it. The reason I'm mentioning it is because you get to know at least how I died. *sigh* Need to make a will page for my stuff. Though if I could, I'm am defiantly getting liposupeon. Though lately , I've been going to heaven on gaia to help cope with my suicidal mind. Though I still need all the help I can get from my gaia friends and ANYBODY... but don't be heartless towards me.... I guess i'll try to make it through my day...