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For the first time luck and love has screwed me over.
Turns out an old ex wants to get back together, while hating on my new boyfriend, just like the other ex who's trying to 'win me back'. And the scary thing is... this is NOT FAKE!!
At first I was laughing about it like as if it was a There's Something About Mary comedy sketch, until it got annoyingly serious like Degrassi. :/
Now don't get me wrong, I still have some dust of feelings for them, but I have moved on from them. And I think it would be best for them to move on too.
...What the other weird thing is I don't know what they see in me! If people rated me in those stupid 'hot or sexy' bullcrap ratings, I see myself as a 4 3/4 to a 5. (Low self esteem? Not really) Second, I explode with anger. I fight with anger. Hell, anger and me walked hand in hand together until we decided to settle down and get married in Vegas! (guess the wrath of Scorpio). Third... well can't think of a third, but i have one somewhere!
Also I'm not one of those girls who goes gaga over men fighting over her. I find that to be highly annoying. Plus my b/f and one of the other exes are friends (i didn't even know it) and I don't want to break up whatever level of friendship that they have... Got to think things through. While maintaining friendships and still keeping my b/f in tact. Got to think....
... This is a looong and true journal entry I have typed.....
Well here's my drama to your reading eyes and possible enjoyment. Make what you can with it or something... Well, umm. Laters!