I can't do anything without it reminding me of the night, the night that you fell upon me in the dark. When I change in the morning, I stare at the scar you left across my chest. I try to put it behind, but it's impossible when you're reminded of it every day. I don't like the touch of other people either, it disgusts me. You took my innocence away from me, I tried to get you to stop, but you kept on, and now everything disgusts me. I go to class, the boys talk endlessly, about girls, and It angers me deeply. Everything having to do with relationships angers me, I see every man as you now. I can't help but see you in them. My appeal has changed to females, I can't help it, this is what you've done to me. You took away my being, I can't be myself. I want you out of my mind, I want to get away from the memory of that night, forever. I was vulnerable, and you took advantage of that. You didn't even have enough courtesy leave me at some door, so I didn't have to sit there until morning, naked, till someone found me. So, are you happy? Did you get what you wanted? Was it worth the cost of my innocence? I hope so...
 Fuhked · Fri Oct 21, 2011 @ 02:54am · 0 Comments |
