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I feel like I have been changing alot lately.. For the past two years, my attitude and perspective on alot of thing have changed, multiple times. It's so weird.. It feels like i'm growing up in some ways, but I don't want to!! Well, I do.. But I don't. I enjoy being young, because I don't have to worry about alot of adult things.. And it's just kinda fun being a teenager, for some reason. But then, I wanna hurry and grow and mature more, because I wanna have the responsibility of an adult.. I wanna have the freedom to do what I want.. I wanna go to college and start my career.. I wanna be independant.. And of course, be with the one I love most of all. Anyways, yeah. I don't know, it just makes me kinda sad when I look at old pictures, and I remember that I was kind of a different person. Especially when I see pictures with old friends, I know that i'll never get those memories back. But ya know, I just gotta move on. Everyone else is. I can't be stuck on the past forever. Gah, i've got to stop these chronic feelings of nostolgia. stare