And if my life should end today
the pain I hate would go away
put black and red roses by my grave
and think about me when it rains
I love you more than words could say
as every dark night turns into day
this broken heart will never fade
and my soul will still remain
Will I never find someone to be there for me? Why is it that whenever I find someone I end up having to be the person to comfort them? I don't mind that, I'm more than willing to be there for them because I love them. But when it comes to the point that if I don't do some things they like they get upset? I know that I'm stubborn and difficult but i'm not the only one. Sure some of the things are small and there's no real reason for to want to do them. But the fact remains that I don't. Like I've said before I won't make someone else do something they don't want to do so I expect the same in return. Just because I don't want to do something doesn't mean I don't care about the person. I don't see how someone can't do something they love even though I don't. People don't have to do EVERYTHING together, right? Why can't my choices and opinions be respected? I understand that people need comfort but so do I. I just want someone who is able to deal with me. That will understand when I don't want to do something and not get all upset about it. I know I have a temper but I can't help that. I have needs, I'm overbearing, I'm stubborn, and I don't know when enough is enough. But I love with my whole heart. When I find that person I want to be with I will do anything for them...except change myself to suit them. I will change what needs to be changed, when it's something that will make me a better person. But I will NOT change my thoughts, opinions, or goals. Because those are what makes me, me. And if someone who "loves" me wants to change me...then they don't really love ME. I am not saying that the love is false...I'm just saying that love takes work...on both ends and that you have to accept the other person for who they are. It's not easy but it will be worth it in the end.
the pain I hate would go away
put black and red roses by my grave
and think about me when it rains
I love you more than words could say
as every dark night turns into day
this broken heart will never fade
and my soul will still remain
Will I never find someone to be there for me? Why is it that whenever I find someone I end up having to be the person to comfort them? I don't mind that, I'm more than willing to be there for them because I love them. But when it comes to the point that if I don't do some things they like they get upset? I know that I'm stubborn and difficult but i'm not the only one. Sure some of the things are small and there's no real reason for to want to do them. But the fact remains that I don't. Like I've said before I won't make someone else do something they don't want to do so I expect the same in return. Just because I don't want to do something doesn't mean I don't care about the person. I don't see how someone can't do something they love even though I don't. People don't have to do EVERYTHING together, right? Why can't my choices and opinions be respected? I understand that people need comfort but so do I. I just want someone who is able to deal with me. That will understand when I don't want to do something and not get all upset about it. I know I have a temper but I can't help that. I have needs, I'm overbearing, I'm stubborn, and I don't know when enough is enough. But I love with my whole heart. When I find that person I want to be with I will do anything for them...except change myself to suit them. I will change what needs to be changed, when it's something that will make me a better person. But I will NOT change my thoughts, opinions, or goals. Because those are what makes me, me. And if someone who "loves" me wants to change me...then they don't really love ME. I am not saying that the love is false...I'm just saying that love takes work...on both ends and that you have to accept the other person for who they are. It's not easy but it will be worth it in the end.
~Jasmine
