March 29, 2006
My mom and I got in a fight at 6:45 pm. It's 8:11 pm right now. I tried to remain calm while my mom was getting in a fit because I wrote the address on the wrong spot on the envelope (I ran out of room while I was writing). She got our mail and showed me how I don't know how to write mail. I didn't say anything, and sometimes I was about to burst. I wrote the envelope and threw it on the table (practically my only show of anger), and I turned back to do my math homework. Out of nowhere my mom pushed the chair from under me and started screaming in a fit and slapping me and I was like, what the heck?! She kept saying that I was a nuisance to her and I never appreciate her and all... I was like, "I didn't do anything!!!!!!" She threw all my papers everywhere and tried to rip the envelope and her glasses. I think there's some connection between the anger sparked here and an anger sparked somewhere else during the Spring Break week. My mom just went to her room and slammed the door, then I here the keys jingling and the familiar sound of her getting ready to leave. The car drove out of the driveway and I went to watch TV to try to get the images out of my mind.
She came back an hour later. And we haven't talked since. She's in her bedroom right now either sleeping or watching TV.
Sometimes, I just want to run away or something. But I know that wouldn't be a very wise choice, nor anything else. I just have to stick with it.
I love her very much too, but our tempers certainly don't go well with eachother... She thinks that I hate her and that I wish she was dead.
This was our second major fight in one week.
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