I've started realizing something: in my last "real" relationship i would always complain about how i felt like no one cared about me and no one really liked me, i pretty much had nothing but doubts about myself. I feel like that was stupid on my part which is why i really try to not be sad/depressed (kinda) around chantal. thou i feel that way its normal to feel sadness sometimes but feeling sad every waking moment is not good. would feel like some of the people i hang with dont want me around. i get sad then i start to think all of my "friends" feel that way. however im glad i can talk to chantal about stuff like that n shes been to similar stuff so i feel more comfortable. i still have some personal problems to work out and i honestly wish i could of resolved them b4 getting into a relationship but im in 1 and im happier than ever. my problems will be resolved on the fly but now i rlly dont care bout the little problems, all i care about is her <3<3<3
~4-28-11~
 The DarKris · Mon Jun 13, 2011 @ 11:07pm · 0 Comments |
