I can hardly believe it's been so long, it seems as if it was only yesterday you were laughing and advising me in life. You would bring daily joy and wisdom to me... but the battle for cancer was too strong for you this time. you just gave up. I know you had your personal reasons to do so, I'm not saying it's an easy disease. I just wish you hadn't left so abruptly. I'm dying at this end, I don't know what to do.... I miss you soo much and the pain grows and becomes sharper as time flows on.
Everything's so quiet now. so destroyed. and everyone around me seems to be functioning just as they were before you left, I don't think I can do the same. I'm torn, limb by limb I've become limp and cold. All I await now is for a dim light a simple guide. But no such luck, I'm left alone.
Crying and dying I've nothing left to do but float through life blindly awaiting for a day when someone might lift this bind and help me through these dephs of hell I call life.
 neheru16 · Tue Jan 04, 2011 @ 04:00am · 0 Comments |
