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I dont know why, but I keep listening to songs by Rascal Flats. I just found out Austin was cheating on me with Lexi. I thought Lexi and I were friends. She was a two face. She acted like she and me were best friends and then she and Austin just went at it when I left. I feel horrible. And on New Years! We were together for a year and a half. I can't believe this is happening. I thought we were meant to be. I thought we would last. I was really wrong. He said he never felt the same about any other girl. He said he loved me. He said he would die for me. He said he will do anything for me. He said I was beautiful when I was wearing my pajamas and had greasy hair. Love is just a word though, right? This isn't even the first time I have been cheated on. I remember how warm and safe I felt in his arms. I remember racing him on the mile run in gym class. I remember everything and I don't think it will be easy to forget. I hate Lexi. I really hate her. But even if he doesn't love me back, I still love Austin. I can't believe he did that. I wonder how long it has been going on. I only caught them at it this time. I have to go now. Bye.

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